A long time ago, I had an orchid named Ellison Onizuka. It was small with little blue flowers. I lost it. Recently I have been looking for it. Only on this site have I seen anything about it, but I notice that you have two different ones, https://www.orchids.org/grexes/brassidium-memoria-ellison-onizuka and https://www.orchids.org/grexes/dendrobium-memoria-ellison-onizuka.
Could either of these be the one I am looking for, and if so, how do I find one to buy?